God's Guinea Pigs
In
Job 37:5 Elihu says to Job: ““God thunders with His voice wondrously, doing
great things which we cannot comprehend
In
Proverbs 3:5 Solomon says: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart
And
do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will
make your paths straight.
So
if I’m not smart enough to understand the ultimate will of God, how can I be
guilty of disobedience? If I can’t lean
on my own understanding; how will I know when to leave the flooded roof
top? I guess in the end it’s not what
you do as much as the intent behind your actions.
After
my last Album (Which BTW
was really well produced), my Thoracic Outlet Syndrome went into the advanced
stages. Is this irony or what? I can barely use either of my arms. I use to be able to bench press over 200
pounds. Now I have to lay down after
bringing in a 20 pound bag of dog food.
I can barely hold my Cherry Red Sunburst Les Paul. I’m supposed to go to a disability hearing in
March. I guess whatever happens, happens. I’m done blaming people, the government, my
DNA or God. I understand that life is
not fair but it is God’s plan for his followers.
Sometimes
it means sitting on the bench because there is a right/left handed pitcher on
the mound. We’re told in James 4:6
that: “God is opposed to the proud, and gives grace to the humble”. The
cure to pride is humility. I guess pride
comes in all shapes and forms. Yet, we
are not to lean on our own understanding.
Perhaps I will dedicate the rest of my life to blissful ignorance. Yeah that sounds like a plan. Thank you for letting me pontificate. Now back to filling boxes.
Oh
wait, (Speaking of boxing) one last analogy, Life is like a boxing match. It doesn’t matter how many times you get
knocked down, but rather your ability to get back up.
Laus
Deo